According to Ubran Dicationary Alexis is

a girl who loves to party. best flirt who makes guys drool. not the best at relationships or at spelling. but is the best listener and great at solving problums and weasling out. veeerrry sexual and sexy body with a kicken butt.

Sometimes you’re flush and sometimes you’re bust, and when you’re up, nothing is as good as it seems and when you’re down, you never think you’ll be up again… But life goes on.

I have had an interesting month to say the least. It started off with me feeling really down and angry with everyone. I didn’t spend the holidays with my family, I didn’t even want to go out for New Years. Even seeing pictures of myself revolted me. I was in a funk and I was depressed. That is, until I met this really cool guy, we went on a date and have been talking everyday since then.

I’m not the kind of girl that needs to have a man in my life. With that said, I didn’t realize how much I would miss it. It’s good to feel wanted, and sexy and beautiful. To be honest, I haven’t been feeling that way for a very long time. Things are going on in my life that I don’t even want to talk about, only a few very close people are in the know. As a result I have had such a low self esteem that it was starting to interfere in my relationships.

But here I am taking pictures of my outfits, meeting new people, smiling, curling my hair. I hate to believe that the only way I feel happy is with a guy in my life, but at this point I am in no position to object. I feel alive and very happy.

I understand that this new fling might not last through February but fuck it, I’ll take it for what is…. A deperately needed boost to my ego and if/when it ends I’ll continue to be happy. People I have found my stride again and it feels amazing.

Nobody minds having what is too good for them.

-Jane Austen

If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
yes

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
love is all about compromise… depended on what he would want me to change

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
nope

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
working, just taking a break.

What if your boyfriend/ girlfriend went through your cellphone?
they wouldn’t find anything wrong. I’m 150% monogamous

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yes i do.

Are you aggravated with someone right now?
not really, my mom is bugging, but i’ll let it slide since she almost died a couple of days ago

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
nothing wakes me up

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Its time I stop fucking around and get serious about my health/fitness.   I think I’ve been suffering from some mild depression the last couple of years but I’ve decided to not let anything get me down like it used to.   I want to be happy, I want to go out, I want to do well in school and I think all this can be achieved if I start to take better care of myself physically.

In order to achieve this goal I’m embarking on Plan Get Bomb.  I’m gonna eat better, exercise more, and sleep better.  How am I going to do this? I dont know yet but I’ll get my plan down soon enough.

OK I’m gettin weeded now I know I’m contradicting myself
Look I don’t need that now
It just once in a blue moon when there’s nothin to do and
The tension’s too thick for my sober mind to cut through
I get to zonin, me and the chick on the island and we’re bonin’
I free my mind sometimes I here myself moanin
Take one more toke and I leave that weed alone man
It got me goin shit

Sometimes all I want to do is roll a J, put on a sick movie, and relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx……………. Actually, that sounds awesome right about now.

I’m writing my blog again! I thought I should start writing some shit down because this New Year has started off with a bang.  I don’t really wanna get into the nitty gritty details but let’s just say I am pretty excited.  I hope this year is better than last.  Time for new friends, new lovers, more money, and a lot of fun

lex